2am....

It isn't that the two am blood sugar checks are terrible. Honestly, they're the best ones. Hannah is asleep, or sleepy. Even if she wakes, she is delirious and relatively happy. There is no fussing. It is the falling back asleep part that is tough. I have to be awake enough to know what I'm doing. Lights are on. I'm usually waking before my alarm because I'm afraid of overshooting it. My normal wake time is 430-5. If I'm not getting back to sleep until 3, it makes for some wonky sleep. And that's if I'm getting back to sleep. :). Since I'm blogging at 2:44, take a guess at how sleep is working for me :). In theory, this is temporary, though I've talked to several moms who said it was a long time before they could stop doing 2 am. It's one thing to be functioning enought to get through the days at home. I'm more than a bit nervous about what this is going to look like when I return to work.